f(p)ierce

what i day! i missed my training in server coz my tummy ached due to the grilled liver i ate last night. i think :)step up with my friends too. and im going to miss this rare promo in ayala. huhuhuhu.. it'll end tomorrow and even if im gonna ask mom to wire me some money it'll be too late. too late. ngaa bago lang ko yah kabalo! sa katanga bla haw! hai! hai! anyways, just talked with lara--the purple pajama! hehehe i cant believe she took nursing. OMG. i cant imagine her in a hospital, good luck to her patients. heheheh..  miss her so baaaad, i cant wait for december im gonna see her and im gonna be a ninang to Gj. and hopefully gonna see dad. listened to random songs today: no doubt songs, dilemma (hahahaahahah! memories. shit!), rnbs.. reggae. speaking of reggae. enchi launched their album already, thanks to anne for texting me. pahisa hisa haw. hay buhay. buhhaaaaay..  hahahaha. dramuh. and btw, ive been.. im getting to know this person. a person who wouldnt give a damn to my tantrums. he's just deadma. luuuuuv it. interesting huh. :) we'll see.

tink.

heaven.
breaking the wall and releasing it all. what am i saying?:) it's like this... eventhough im broke (haha!)..

i am.

feelin' free and happy. secure. and well never expected it to be like this... more than i ever expected it to be. really. GOD thank You.

i miss mom and my family however as long as they're okay, kaya ko gid ni.. like mom's playin bowling again. and since i am away she has the luxury to play. hahaha! she's been updating me her purchases. as in EVERYTHING. like the white/pink sneakers she bought with her girlfriends. haaay little random things that make me smile:) "wish im home--wait! nah.. everythin is fine even if im away".. its giving my mom 'her' time. the time to think for herself, to pamper and buy every-single-item she wants to. i admit she has been 'depriving' herself for a long time already. its a curse for having me. hahaha. she told me i've changed, that she is proud me. calling me 'mommy'. hehe. and the best thing that happened when i came here in cebu? i found a bestfriend. mOmma-mia-here-i-go-again.. my my.. :p

i want to visit my dad. i dont know if the idea is okay with mom. but im old, err.. he is old.. it pains me that im wasting all the chances just because of my precious pride. damn this pride.

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i have a little child. a boy. im carrying him all the time. he's so light, not sure but i think he is malnourish. he wants to buy two cakes but i scolded him. i spanked him. then i kissed him.

weird dream.

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while typing  this im eating the salted peanuts i bought ...  and wait.. suddenly it's moving. whoooooa! mickey is sharing the peanuts. what the! im dyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. ew. ew. pwe!

cebu baby :) only in cebu!

no idea ;p

pulubi

TEAmmates

uhmm...

mang jose cuervo

yes karel its raining

chanting.. calling the gods wahaha

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how to make a fire?

its not a camera trick.. im cooking ;)

tell me this aint beautiful

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snorkeling ...

hahaha

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random

the end. finally =)

more than you'll ever know

it has been three years, yet i can't help but fall--. okay i am exaggerating it just that i wonder what's with you... what's with your eyes, your smile, your smell, your presence.. how dare you leave again, how dare me feeling this way again when i shouldn't be. you basically remind me that there are things i just can't control.

 looking back.

 future.

only fate can tell. definetely. unless im willing to embarass myself. hahaha!!

and yeah who knows. :)

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:)

you'll like this gazelle... she's soooo

haay damn you shakira. hahaha!